The Beginnings of a New Relationship

Michele told me to write without a purpose..I think thats stupid, but it’s worth a try. I dont know what to say. I dont know how I feel. I just know everything is dark. Its likea cloud following me around just raining only on me. No matter where I go or what I do, I’m just getting rained on. I wake up and im angry at something..or im depressed. Maybe I’m depressed. I dont think this is working. I’m not saying anything, just writing. I dont have a purpose. What is life without a purpose. What is a day without a purpose. Maybe I’ve lost my purpose